i don't know what to say. i continued reading the fastlane millionaire and holy shit! i am reading about the slowlane and it seems that all of financial advice on social media and other media is a fucking lie. well, it isn't a lie but did dave ramsey tell you that he didn't make $600 million investing in mutual funds? yes it is good if you want stability but for people like me it isn't the way. fuck stability i want money to burn cash on diwali. and it's like you sell these lies to people without making them realize the most important thing; that they will be old before they are rich! what is the point of having a hundred million dollars if i have only 5 years left before i am bed ridden due to old age and related health issues? i can't enjoy that money! the more i read this book (i am currently reading about the slowlane), the more curious i become to know about the fastlane, even though i think i have some ideas as to what it might contain.
about the family situation, the high stress in the family has gona away because time has passed and it has kind of become normal but a phone call once a day is enough to raise it back up. i don't want it to be like this ever in the future. i want to be able to do something about a situation like this, be it with my money or my time. and one thing i have learned today is that neither of those can be available to me in enough abundance to help others if my wealth equation has time as a variable (i trade my time for money, basically working a job).
also i made my workout routines today for the gym. didn't follow it today (i did go to the gym), but i can now plan more around it and go train outdoors on a few days.
i also got an idea to start a club (perhaps a running club) at my university but i don't know the technicalities of starting one. i will look into that if it seems like a beneficial and enjoyable spending of my time.