today was a better day. regarding the situation our family is going through, we saw some hope today. i was listening to some tony robbins today and it felt great. i think i'll continue that tomorrow. i also went to the temple with my mom and that also felt good. felt like god wants me or is allowing me to stay connected with him.
i realised the importance of taking care of one's health, to be able to live a fulfilling life when one is old while listening to tony robbins. i will take his advice and become his student and i will become the man i dream of becoming.
i realised that to become the kind of person i want to be, i have to study people like that who already exist. it would be a waste of time to assume what my ideal version would or should do. i would rather know the traits i want and learn what to do from people who already have those traits.
well i want to be a young millionaire, who is powerful af, who looks like prime ronaldo (physique wise), has the flexibility and mobility of a ballet dancer, who is dependable and trustworthy and has friends (brothers) with similar traits. likes to enjoy life and work and shows the best time to friends and family. someone who family and friends will come to for help without a second thought or hesitation, and someone who can always find a way to help them.
i hope and pray that our family will push through this tough time and that we will all come together and help each other so that all of us can make it out. may god give us strength and unity.