yeah, i made a whole blogging website from scratch using ai, not writing one line of code myself (i've never studied the language it's coded in) and named it after myself. does sound like something i would do but i genuinely didn't think i'd complete it. i've had many ideas and i've tried few of them but this one i actually completed. wouldn't be possible without my goats chatgpt and copilot.
anywho, speaking of coding using ai, i am a b.tech student currently studying full stack development (i am learning to write code to make websites). but as you and i can both see, ai can do that too! and i don't think it gets paid as much as i expect to be if i did the same job. so then why the hell am i and 50 other students in my class studying this? isn't ai just gonna get better and more capable, meaning it will be even more easy to make websites in the future and do other tasks that developers are supposed to? and not just developers, when ai becomes even more mainstream, won't companies just prefer to build their own ai and save money for the rest of their life? well i can't answer those questions with surety but they create enough doubt for me to start writing blogs because i have lost hope in my college degree.
what i wonder is why most people i know don't ask these questions? even if they have them, they just suppress it. well, i suppose used to do that too and the reason is that it's easy. it's easy to suppress questions and distract yourself because reality fucking hurts.
regardless of all that, i know and genuinely believe that i will be successful and make more money than i need because i am not afraid of these questions or their answers. i can adapt, and you can too.
for a long time now i've been thinking about what work i want to do and in the meantime i've been goofing around, consuming content and not doing much. but making this website made me realize that the kind of person i want to be doesn't wait to find work or be assigned work, we assign the work to ourselves and just execute.
(btw isn't it weird that social media suggestions are called "feed"? as if we were arm animals, consuming more than we need to, to the point of numbness, so that our "owners" can make a profit...)
anywho, what i'm getting at is that the future is uncertain and contrary to popular belief i don't think my degree will guarantee me any money in the near future. all one can do is build capacity. learn more and build more (like this website).
well, while making the website i could think of many things i would write in my first post, but now of course my thoughts have come to an end. but it's okay because i plan to make this part of my routine. so, (hopefully) i'll have some new thoughts in tomorrow's post.